I was just......

I was just afraid of being hurt anymore.
So, I put walls surrounding me. I was just wanted to make sure, that I am safe. And sound.
My offensive stuff was just because I was way too defensive. I don't wanna get hurt. I protect my self, cause nobody could.


I remain silent because I do believe that Allah would save me, one day. All I should do is doing good deeds and waiting for that time to come. There is life after life, right?


I was the one that crying for perhaps 6 nights in a row. In silence.
But now, I can't. I even forget how to cry.


#nowplaying Coldplay - fix you.