Lucky.

Lucky by Britney Spears

This is a story about a girl named Lucky… 

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[CHORUS:]
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Best actress, and the winner is…Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky"
"Oh my god…here she comes!"

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

(c) leaws

I got a slap in my face. A smooth one, but enough to wake me up.

He goes by the name HK (if you read this, you know who you are). On one gloomy night, his messages suddenly popping up on my phone. Coming with this "I'm stalking on you".

It's feel like seriously? By all mean, what are you looking for? lol

I have nothing.

I am surrounded by friends who never intend to stalking on me, or stalking anybody else. A good one. If you have problem, then you come and tell and we find solution. Not by telling it in socmed.

I make new friends whom never reach me deeper, actually I never let them to.

I make a close relationship, several times, without letting anyone going deeper. I stay it floating. Then let them hanging.....

The last time I let somebody walk into my life, it ended up into a sad story. It broken me to pieces. It took me years to fix it up.

Noone ever read my socmed after then.

Then you come and surprising me. And oh, slap me. Right in my face.

I quote your advice "why you don't look happy? something bothering your mind? go find a positive circle then."

I'm not sure whether I should thank you or curse you....... lol

I have good circle, you know :p

Btw, I'll prove you wrong, I am terribly happy the way I am. But my heart just too fragile.
Anyway, I am lucky to have you coming just in time. Such a coincidence, but here we are, from strangers becoming friends :)
It's like walking on the edge, almost falling... And somebody save you.

Too many things crossing my mind, right now..

I just let the burden inside of me. Trying to accept all, ikhlas.. Won't tell anyone, but Allah.

Time will heal. insyallah....

Much love,

the-one-who-always-afraid-of-being-hurt, therefore-she-prefer-to-left-everyone-behind..

creepy, huh?